ok, pple, im updating finally after a very long time. my deepest apologies to those who have waited eagerly for my new posting, and end up quite disappointed after visits and no updates... haha... but still apologise for not posting until now
i dun really haf much to write about nowadays.... oh yeah, i went for my first blood donation! it was a damn cool experience. it didn't hurt much at all, only when they injected the anthestic then it was painful. after tt, the whole arm juz completely went numb, n when they inserted the thing to draw out the blood, it didn't hurt a bit! but i did come away wif a sovenier: a quite nasty bruise around the injection area. not the fault of e nurse, my fault for having fragile veins, as e nurse put it.
choir's been really bz lately, what wif SYF, CIP, lunchtime concert... we have a rather hectic schedule, but im enjoying every minute of it. wouldn't miss it for e world. singing is one of my greatest passions in life. im feeling irritated with the redpill banner at the moment. i spent 2 hours sewing one side finish, den i realise that i've been sewing it inside out! i have no guideline on the inside, so i sew on the outside, n it looks really ugly. no choice, have to unpick everything and resew again!! leaving it till tml... maybe my mum will help me sew, she's better at it than i am....
its hard to believe that term 1 is almost over already.... soon we'll all be sitting for our block tests, den our mid-yrs, den prelims, den A levels. then we'll be saying our good byes, and heading our seperate ways out into the world. its a frightening thought. everytime i think of leaving e sch, i get this sense of loss and of fear. the school represents security and safety from the world, and when we graduate, there's no longer a safety net around us. tt protective shelter is gone, n e girls esp r thrust early into e workking world out there. it makes me wonder what i can do to survive...
ok, enough of depressing thoughts abt e future! im still reasonably a happy person who tends to go crazy when high on caffiene, so i've been banned from drinking more than 2 cans a day :'( but its kinda for my own gd lah.... or else i'll be driving everyone one else crazy when i bounce off the walls! oh, im proud of myself: haven't bumped into any walls this week! this is a new record! unless you count me pricking my finger with the needle 4 hours earlier....
yay, this is one of my longest entries ever! end off now, b4 this turns into a full length novel...
My God would give a sunshine after rain....
