well, here i am, about less than 10 hrs away from my A Levels. its amazing how fast time flies when you don't notice. 2 years have come and are almost gone. in these 2 years, i have travelled through history, literature, and slogged my way through econs. i feel all clogged up with information. well, maybe that's not exactly true, but i like to believe that i've got my facts straight, i hope.
its scary, this feeling, that once i step into that exam hall, and step out again at the end of all my exams, i'll truly be out of school. i would have climbed yet another rung in my pursuit of education, and moved another step closer to adulthood and to my yet unchartered future. i know i certainly didn't feel this way when i did my O levels. back then, all i was concerned about was whether i would get into junior college or not. it would seem that i made it...
so now im sitting here, drinking a truly disgusting concoction that my mum's making me drink. its got bits of flowers in it, so with practically every sip i'm swallowing flower petals. i mean, i get the sentiment, and its probably good for me, but do i have to drink it.... gosh, i guess i have to got to bed early tonight, its gonna be a really long day tomorrow, what with 3 papers. don't get me wrong; im may be nervous, but im not like shaking or something like that (at least not yet anyway...), but the thoughts! and the fear! they hide inside me, and come out as really strange dreams instead.
i hope to have a really good rest tonight. dreamless sleep is preferred, although i wouldn't say no to a parading of my history facts across my brain. i pray to be calm tomorrow. i pray that i remember my facts, and that i answer the questions with what they require from me and if i'm lucky, just that little bit more. i pray that i can concentrate on my work wholly. i pray to practice good time management for the exams, so that i can finish my papers. i pray that my hand doesn't fall off from too much writing ( maybe i should have practiced writing with my left hand as well eh?). lastly, i pray that my friends and classmates do their very best in the exams. to all, good luck!
guess its time for bed now... so i have to finish my concoction- actually some chinese herbal thing- and go to bed. good night all, and may the lord watch over you and guide you. Blessed be.
