hey people! it's the first time in a long time since i last updated this blog, as i've been swamped with essays and preparing for my exams. as a matter of fact, i do have a paper this afternoon in about 4 hours, but i still want to update a little anyway.
so many things have happened here in just a short semester at uni. i've made closer friends, made new ones, learnt so many new things and generally have lightened up a little. i've also discovered new potential relationships (quite a few actually) and it's enough to make a girl step back and say "whoa there!". at this point in typing i find myself at a loss as to how to continue, because the words simply won't come. it seems as though i find myself more morbid and dark as time goes by. 'I will show you fear in a handful of dust'. what a nice way to put it, is it not? i find myself darkly amused by it. i hope people liked the last entry, where i put up song lyrics to the song ' The Wild Rose'. i really like that song, and i watch the music video, which was, i must say, really creepy and a little scary.
but my current favourite song is 'To Sleep on Angels' Wings', its a piano piece by Kevin Kern, and it brings to mind peace and serenity, things which i dearly need now that im in the middle of my exams. thank God that i will finish my exams by the end of this week and then it's the holidays! i wonder if i should apply for the UCLA summer program, it would be 6 weeks of study in LA, and it does sound really exciting. problem is that no one i know would go, because of the cost: about S$9,000. not cheap at all! i need to truly consider this...
okies, i'll end off this post by wishing all those in uni good luck with their exams! and of course, a song lyric: 'In the Arms of An Angel', the version by Sarah Mclachlan and Josh Groban.

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here


You're in the arms of an Angel;
May you find some comfort here

simin blogged on 1:03 PM